I've just ended a fortnight with your partner away.
I was worried going into this that I would be sad and lonely and that I would miss my partner.
But I did not.
I had a great time. I'm not blaming my partner, but I just had such a great time. I was able to focus on myself. I was able to think clearly and focus on what I wanted to do and not on balancing someone elses need and wants.
The cat annoyed me. That was about the extent of my poor experience.
I am filled with guilt writting this because I know my partner is still full of love for me, but I just no longer feel the same.
I need to trust myself and move on. I need to move towards my goals. I want to live. I want to let my partner live.
Trust yourself. I love you.